Future Self

I saw my future self last weekend though it wasn’t an easy journey to reach her. I had to ride this raft in a thunderstorm in the jungle. I felt feelings of suffocation and tightness in my chest. I had to battle with the version of myself that is full of self doubt, worry and unworthiness. I had to step out of my old skin only to emerge into brand new vibrating higher self. My skin shed like the skin of a snake. I felt a newness and lightheartedness to my new skin. It was as if someone lifted the weight literally off my shoulders and the heaviness out of my body. It was only until then I could cross this golden illuminated bridge to reach my future self.

She ran up to me and hugged me so hard and looked me in the eyes and said “Fiona everything you desire and ever wanted is coming” I took a step back and started to cry. My future self grabbed my face and said “Don’t ever change who you are for someone else. Just be yourself. Never feel ashamed that you are wild and free. There is a man coming into your life and he will love you more than you could even imagine you could love yourself. You are going to make a wonderful mother one day…” before I could say anything my future self started to morph into my current self.

When I returned to my physical body from my deep meditative state I heard the words “Be fearless Fiona. You are capable of anything. You are deserving of the best love story…and it’s coming.

Big Thank You to tmrw tday culture festival for hosting such a wonderful event. Future Self Discovery workshop facilitated by Peter Oppermann. Sacred plant medicine, movement and sound bath ceremony.