Believe it or Not

To my understanding if you see something with your own two eyes, then it must be real. But really, is it true? Just because we see something, does it actually make it real? What about the other senses? What if you feel something so powerfully but cannot see it? Does that mean what I feel, is not real?

I am someone who thinks outside the box. I ask questions. I research up on the things that just don’t make sense. I read books and watch documentaries that give me some of the answers, I am searching for in life. But when, what I read or watch doesn’t answer all my questions, I need to dive deeper to understand why things happen.

I have been doing a serious deep dive into my subconscious mind. By practicing meditation, breathwork, reiki, past life regression and experimenting with plant medicines. I do believe, that I have lived many lives within many different physical bodies. I often wonder, if someone else is living a parallel life to mine in another universe. I don’t believe in one God, but many Gods. I believe everyone has a soul. I believe there’s an afterlife and or reincarnation. I believe every human being, is here on Earth for their own personal purpose.

It is an incredibly fascinating way of thinking. Rather than seeing is believing. Why not feeling is believing? To me, that is the energy I want to experience. When this happens, I feel like my personal spidey senses are turned on and amplified. I love when I meet someone new, but have this bizarre feeling we have met before or we have known each other our whole lives. It’s interesting, when I travel to new destinations and have a strong sense of déjà vu, as if I have already been there before and everything feels extremely familiar.

I often wonder if life is endless, in that we never die, and we are never really born. Humans beings in the physical form are souls living in different lives, repeating stories until lessons are learned. My mind is blown with infinite possibilities, of where and who I have been in all my lives. I heard somewhere, that dreams are often actual past life experiences. No wonder when I dream, I never want to wake up. Sometimes the dreamworld is better than my reality. Now, if I could only record my dreams, it could be my personal collection of my many lives in different lifetimes.

It is a privilege to be able to see things with two eyes and have the sense of sight. But it is even more powerful, to view life with closed eyes and within the mind’s eye. When you can allow the third eye to open, it opens up unlimited possibilities. Even when we are developing inside the womb, the first organs to develop are the ears. The baby inside the womb first experiences the sense of sound and vibration. Without being able to see what’s happening outside the womb, the baby can feel sound sensations and vibrations.

So, it makes sense to return to that feeling of what makes us feel good, safe and supported. Just like when we are inside the womb. Vibrations, sensations, energy, tingling, heartfelt emotions, goosebumps, butterflies etc. It doesn’t matter what you call it. If it makes you feel good or bad, you should be “all in” with the feels. You can call me a dreamer, but I am a believer.

Feeling is believing and I’m here for it.